Back at it

I am back into the rhythm of school now. That means going to bed at a reasonable time and grading. I have been having countless amounts of meetings as of late. I almost wish my opinion was not desired so I would not have to come to so many meetings like yesterday on my day off.

I've got a birthday coming up.. my last birthday in the 20's. I don't even know how to feel about that, I remember when my brother and then my sister turned 30 and oh how I mocked them. I guess what I think about most is that I have for as long as I can remember always been convinced that I would never live to see 30. I thought for sure with all the adventurous and sometimes downright crazy things I used to do that I would never make it to 30. I guess I still have a year to test that theory but I really don't do that many crazy things anymore. I remember freaking out if I hadn't done something life endangering at least once a week. I was a massive adrenaline junkie and now I'm just not. I still like to ride my motorcycle at full blast or sit on the edge of a tall building but it doesn't give me the same feeling as it used to do. I used to not be able to live without the rush of near death experiences. Now I just find them not so much scary as just uninteresting. Does this just mean I am growing up or am I becoming lazy? hmmmm