Tuesday, June 4, 2013

dead tired

I've been non stop grading for the last few days with little respite. My eyes are tired, my hand is tired, and my brain is shot. I feel dumb my brain is so useless right now. I just came back from dinner and found myself almost incapable of speaking bahasa. When you live in another country you have good days and bad days with the language but for the last two days I have been nearly mute with inability to speak the language a sure sign of mental fatigue.

My company is also making a huge push to try to convince me to stay here for another year. I am torn between the opportunity they are offering me and the massive desire to return home as well as the knowledge of my own faults and inabilities. Its not an easy time right now.

Also I will be back in Tennessee in 14 days!

1 comment:

  1. I swear I wont believe you are coming home for real until I hear the plane has taken off!! You need to be here for a year! We need you too!!!!