Scramble!

I usually have all my lectures written at least 2 days in advance. I thought I had everything written for today but when I work up this morning I realised that I still had two more lectures to write! (I had written my lectures for next week). I hate having to rush things and I hate being unprepared. I often will "wing it" or go into a situation where I talk off the top of my head but I am prepared in that I know I am going to do that. When I get into a situation where I was not planning on going off the top of my head I feel very unprepared and nervous. I just don't like it. It is especially dangerous when I have to test my students on what I talked about and I don't remember the major points myself.

Its the last week of classes before activity week and then holiday!